jenbolen

1 night at applebees
4 jagerbombs
+
150 bar tab=
an applebees pin from the bartender ........................


i pray for no hangerovers

this video is halarious,  you gotta watch the whole thing, the ending is the best
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBRL7D0wcXM

i want to loose 10 pounds and going out to eat isnt helping.

so i plan on staying away from pasta, soda and i will try walking 3-4 times a week.


ugh, I hate easily accessed fattening delicious foods

mike got me a new icon, I LOVE THE WORM!

i didnt go to the beach, it was freezing and the bus never came.
ao i stayed home, read my bed and breakfast book, putzed around online, ate my picnic lunch in bed and now am writing in lj.
nice quiet day.

deceided to hop on the commuter rail tomorrow early in the morning to head to newburyport for the day...  i packed a lunch, will hop on the train at 8am catch the 9:30 purple train and get there in an hour.  Im bringing a book, my ipod and my camera.  hoping i can catch a sunset or something. Planning to spend all day there, since i always go with people and never get to spend the time i want to to take pictures. 

edit.....gloucester has more times to get home by the commuter rail so i wont be stuck in newburyport til 9pm.

so i went for a check up at dana farber yesterday.  i was going for my 2 yr shots (chicken pox, mumps measles, rubella,etc) and when you get those you get a little sick(grumpy with a fever) but since i was just sick a few days ago and my tonsils were aching they thought i should hold out for 2 weeks and get them done at the same time when the flu shot comes out. now im on meds for my throat and im feeling much better.  but ive always had huge tonsils growing up and now my doctor thinks maybe i should have them removed.  usually i would think " Oh YAY, ice cream for breakfast, lunch and dinner"  but my mind went to "i dont wanna gain that wieght from eating the ice cream".    

i told my doctor i want to loose 15 pounds. i dont think thats alot. especially since my jeans have been getting tight.  and my doctor said " i dont want you loosing any more wieght."

WHAT?!?!  ive put on 15 pounds since the skinniest i was after transplant. i wanna be that skinny again but without looking that sick again.

i know im not fat anymore, but i feel fat.  i think ill always feel like the fat kid,

list for tomorrow

*picking up meds at cvs
*getting a phone
*food shopping
*food shopping for family reunion this weekend
*write rent check
*run a 1/2 mile to get back into running/also walking a 1/2 mile   around my resevior  (rach, its so pretty you gotta come see it sometime)


everyone is busy next weekend on my birthday, maybe ill just change it to a sunday night at tasca.  10/06/08
fyi - facebook wont let me change my bday - it says im too young for it and cant register :P

it was cute and scary at the same time, since it was 5pm and still light out.

i like my new apt, i get along with the room mates and now Im looking for a nanny job.

i just dont like how far away from the green line it is.

I have a photo gallery coming up with my pictures.  Im really excited about that.

Emily and I are being Mario & Luigi for halloween and hopefully will win a couples prize!!